Past, Present, Future.

I'm too messy to take a closer look on everything. then, I took one last week. And as I know before, everything is really better when you see it from far. There's no detail you should worry about.
Well, at least I understand one thing.

I believe that future is what we go after, but no matter how beautiful my future is going to be, It's still dark at the moment of now.

I live in present, and it's beautiful. But...

I keep questioning why on earth people can be so optimistic on their future? and why on earth i can't be like them?

Well, when I took a closer look at what I've been questioning, and I found something, but still not the answer.

People aren't sure either, they're just trying to be sure.

Look back when I was younger and happier, I found myself so sure about everything, but when those things turned into a hole that make me fall for hundred times, I stopped to be sure. and now, I'm not sure. That is bad. confidence-and-distrust-disease.

Bekasi, 30th June 2010
by Indrafebrina

Copy & Paste

1.Regret Something You Did In The Past? -Yes.

2.Country You Wanna Visit: -China, and Tunisia.

3.Way You Wanna Die: -in pride.

4.Like Thunderstorms? -hhmmm yes, a lil bit.

5.Get Along W/ Your Parents? -sometimes.

6.R U A Health Freak? - No.

7.U Think Ur Attractive? - I sure do!

8.Do You Believe In Yourself? -I think so?

9.Wanna Get Married? -No. maybe, 9 years later.

10.Wanna Go To College? -ABSOLUTELY.

11.Shower Daily? -once a day to prevent global warming.

12.Want Kids? -One would be enough

13.When Do U Wanna Lose Your Virginity? -after marriage? well, believe in life afterlife.

14.Do U Hate Anyone? -I do hate some people.

16.Do You Think You Can Sing? -I really do.

17.Can You Open You Eyes Underwater? -Yes! except salt water.

18.Eat Whatever And Not Worry? -True. I don't have anything to be worry, well I worry about weights.

19.Can You Whistle? -No. never.

20.Can You Walk In High Heels? -Yes I can. my feet is now heels-friendly

21.Do You Sleep W/ The Light On? -No, i turn off the light.

22.Do You Like Super Spicy Foods? -Yes, I do.

23.Can You Multitask? -Well, not really.

24.Touch Your Nose W/ Your Tongue? -No.

25.Can You Fit In Your Locker? -No.

26.Do You Spit? -haha?

27.Can You Taste The Difference Between Pepsi And Coke? -no, i guess.

28.If You Could Wish 4 Anything...What Would You Wish?
- Tickets to Beijing and Tunisia
- Free cinema entrance for my whole life.
- A house in 90210
- Big bank account

29.What Kind Of Perfume Or Colone Do You Wear? -Light blue, by... I dont know, I bought it in Singapore and don't really care abt the labels, I swear it smells so good.

30.What Kind Of Soap Do You Use? -Oriflame. (just wore it for the last 6 days, and it smells so good).

31.What's Your Favorite Scent? -Musk! everyone love musk.

32.Would You Choose To Live Forever If You Could? -Haha, only if four wishes above come true, yes. I wanna have a try.

33.Books or movies? -Movies. I'm a movie-snob.

34.Do you think of someone? -Hmm..yeah?

35.Have you ever been in a serious relationship? -No. I'm too young to be settled. so No, I wanna have fun!

Friendships ♥

Lindsay Lohan & Mischa Barton

Charlotte, Miranda, Samantha, and Carrie

Blai Waldorf and Serena Van Der Woodsen

"The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious, it is the true sourse of art, science, and friendship." - Albert Einstien


Things wont last so does friendship, Most of friendships only last in years, and then just go away with nothing left. I hope mine will last, if "forever" is impossible, then at least until I need botox more than Ice cream. ( I mean, old).

Bandung, 25th June 2010
with hopes by Indrafebrina

New thing always exciting!

Well, its not that 'new', I've played it for several times, but I dont know why, I think I just started to love this game.


I watched them play, and I think I'm in love with this game.

Bandung, 25th June 2010
by Indrafebrina (I'm so happy. till I wish I could freeze the time).