Let things go.

So, here's the deal, when we get some, we already lose some at the same moment. And i basically super agree with that. but it feels easier just to keep things stay and gain some more instead of let things go and gain some more. but, some other things just cant work that way.

i'm having a terrible conflict with one of my bestest, and i dont know why, i just want to give up. this is not the first time for me to have conflicts, but it is the biggest, and it might get me hurt deeper. and i just dont want that. i cant do things this way. i cant live everyday, and have to be careful when i say anything. i can control my own attitude, my own feelings, but i cant control one's thought. one's feelings. i just cant. and i dont want to get hurt. i just dont want that.

so, i basically let 'that thing' go. thank you mr. isaac newton, for the reaction law. i know i cant go through this without let any shit out.

and you, i might've done something wrong, i know, but you might've done that too.

much love from bandung, indonesia.