Have you guys watched 'Grey's Anatomy' that still keeps me crying each episode after all those episodes? if yes, then you supposedly know who is Derek Shepherd? Yeah yeah, that one. The hot and super handsome surgeon who makes ER outfits look incredibly fashionable, yes, that one. He's the best neurosurgeon in Seattle Grace Hospital, and you know what, I'm gonna be exactly like him. I'm gonna be the real and female version of McDreamy. I will. surely will.
So, here's the news : I got accepted in the best medical school in Indonesia, it feels awesome. yes, it is awesome. but what I did not know, and I clearly did not expect is how hard it is to be here.
The seniors said, first year is the best year among the six years we all have to go through to be a doctor, but then, I am here, in my first year, and I can't find what's so fun being a freshman. So, that means, the next 5 years will be so much harder than this. and this is already hard enough.
Maybe I'm not being grateful enough, as I have already defeated thousands of people out there who wanted to be in my place right now.. but you know what, I can't keep on lying saying that this is fun. this is hard.
"Each of us are the best student from our own high school, but when we're here, we feel extremely stupid," said my friend, and my other friend replied, "welcome to med school, darling."
And one of the senior said, "Well, choose one thing among all, social life, organization, or academic? you can't be greedy in med school.."
I've made my mind, and my choice, I am going to struggle at its finest to get what I want, as I've gone this far, I can't let all my hard works go to waste. So.
Welcome to medical school, future female Derek Shepherd.
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